I chat you, then you reply, I stop messaging, you start forgetting.

Slowly, I start to realize that maybe we only ever talk to each other because of me. She rarely starts the initiative of messaging me. Tonight, I told her to focus on her chores and message me after she's done. That was 5 hours ago, it's late at night - 11:34 PM - and she hasn't send a single word. Honestly, I'm still hoping that she will begin to develop actual feelings for me and not unsure infatuation. I don't want to start thinking that you only like the attention I'm giving you but you actually don't like me for who I am and how I treat you. But, I have high hopes that you are not like that. You're an innocent green flag church girl who I like so much, I can't imagine you hurting me in such way. However, who knows? I'll just have to live the moment and worry about the future later.