Doing fine, or so I thought.

I can't believe I came back to social media after repeatedly telling myself not to. I don't know why I keep coming back there, there's nothing of interest. Social media really has corrupted us all. I feel like social media is my only way of making friends, which isn't true. I can go out there and make friends, meet people, but why do I feel nervous, or worried about myself? Is it because of money? I don't need money to make me happy, I know that for sure. Or maybe it's because of social anxiety? But that just means I'm closer to the world than God. I think I should just go out there and explore. I've been so scared of leaving my comfort zone, but at the same time I want to grow. So counter intuitive, I know. You can't grow without leaving your comfortable chair. I wish social media never existed, or maybe I actually wish I was never addicted to it in the first place.

I miss you by the way. We've lost contact and I don't know how to ask how you're doing, not even social media can help me anymore.