I love the silence. I hate the silence

Sometimes I avoid certain things, places, movies, music, and even games because of how familiar it is. It makes me feel so away from home, and closer with the past. A silent environment, with just me and my thoughts alone is something I adore a lot. But, I hate it at the same time! Maybe it's a me problem, I get never ending thoughts on a lot of things that I should not even worry about, nor do I need to. I'm famished, tbh. I'll just eat and think about this later

Current Mood: anxious
Current Location: at the living room
Current Music: She's got you high