Everything that reminds me of you.

A month has passed by, I’m doing fine lately. I hope you are doing fine yourself. Whenever it’s quiet, whenever I’m doing nothing, I think of you. Everything still feels surreal, it’s still hard to accept. But, I try to remind myself of the good times. I miss your laugh, it’s infectious it makes me laugh. When I stare at something with a blank face, I ask myself – why didn’t I made you laugh more? You remind me of a cozy house. A cozy house with a lovely fireplace and classical music playing in the background. A cozy house with warm blankets to keep us from the cold weather. You’re not as rare as a gem. Gem can be plural, but you are the only one. I miss you.

You remind me of classical music. You know how much I love classical music. It reminds me of how soothing and relaxing your voice can be. You're like a beautiful piece of Beethoven's. I could listen to you all day, and not care about a single thing in the world. You're like the world. Complicated, insane, hard to accept for some, but you're the most beautiful thing that has happened in the universe.c

Nature is so beautiful. Maybe I love nature so much because it's relaxing. It's weirdly nostalgic. It's amazing. It's God's second beautiful creation, I personally think you're first.