Will she ever actually love me

It's obvious that she likes me. Maybe just infatuation, but I don't know if there's any possibility that she'll ever actually fall for me. I guess, I'll just have to wait. Valentine's coming and I still don't have any plans. Maybe I'll write her a letter which I'll read in front of her and maybe some flowers and her favorite and some Yakult and other sweets. Who knows, I want to focus with my studies first. Exams are coming.

I don't like this

Why does she have to do this to me? Why does she have to make me overthink over and over again, but at the same time shows affection when we're face to face? This is very different, I don't like this, not even one bit.