Getting used to it.

[notsonormal]

Life alone

How long is summer break going to last? I want to go back to school, not because I want to socialize a lot, no. Somehow, studying distracts me from the reality of my loneliness. To cope with the silence and my loneliness, for these past few weeks of summer break, I've been studying 8 hours everyday. I study advance lessons of math, and I study c++. What am I expecting to get out of this? At first, so that I can be one step ahead of my school mates and because I want to pursue programming. But, honestly because of it, nothing but studying can entertain me or keep me busy for several hours straight. It has become an addiction, a very unhealthy one.