notsonormal | Expected too much

Happy new year! Or can you even call it "happy?" December 31, 2024; she barely talked to me. She's been like this for the past few days, she reasons out that she just slept the whole day. It just seems to me that she doesn't want to talk to me anymore. What the heck? I don't know why, but I genuinely expected some kind of special message on the 1st of January, but now I just feel stupid. She gave me promises that I don't believe she can keep anymore. She gave me false hope, acted like there's a possibility, acted like she likes me so much. Now, I feel so "depressed." Maybe I'll sleep on it and talk to her tomorrow about it. Maybe I'll just focus on my studies, the original plan. I'll try to do some tasks today.